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if you'd listen CYNTHIA, 03/03. 6/1'05, 2E4'07, 4E3'09, Orchestra, Digital Art, 13th Prefectorial Board. Motivation is: percussion(WDMF), ManUtd, ever-smiling pooh, fellow excos, fellow seeoh mates, clique, family, hktk. Happiness is: Percussion Grade5, End of O's, WMC. Despite the distance apart, it keeps leaving me needing you. |
if only you could be in my life like you've been on my mind
Ronaldo (57, 68), Rooney (67, 71), Berbatov (79)Last night's match was awesome, especially for second half. No I cant deny, I cant deny. losing you, its a different kind of pain.
Im currently anticipating: 14 May.End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye End of mye But for now: study hard. I miss Ug bonding '09: "Feels like life is passing by with happiness just being a lie" Falling (David Archuleta) in actual fact, Im really lost I dont know what to think / do anymore.
Im really violent:O I was having a hard time trying to pull my right earpiece out of my bag and in the end out of pekchekness, with all my might I managed to pull it out. Yes indeed it came out of my bag, the entire plug came off too. On a lighter note, Ive finally got the reason to get my philips earpiece. The past 4 hours was :O. Had tuition and after the hour of drilling I went on with SS(a full blow miracle!) and more amath. Hope this will go on and on and on and on. Happened to chance upon our seeoh's concert videos on youtube and realised when I was playing jun ma duo biao last year I was off beat like HALF OF THE TIME?! Oh manzxzx, thats extremely bad! And that was not the only song I screwed in. After listening to those song I have absolutely 0 idea of what I was doing in my entire Sec2 life. Really wasted my time counting bars and what was worst counting those wrong ones uh. HA. Whatever it is, I enjoyed my days then. Now that its my turn to leave Im starting to miss everything all over. The problem with myself is I'll never fail to miss things / people time and again. And if Im gonna list them down its gonna be a never-ending one. At this moment I would really like to hear Des sing All I Ask Of You and Home again. HA. (P/s: Watch this if you're already missing Mr Sim's scoldings. Super gaoxiao.) Day 194. "just so you know" a new chapter of life
Was too tired to do anything last night.Anyway 100% effort was what we were asking for in the very first place. Now that we've archieved it I guess we should all be happy regardless the result. I hope bbco will do better for the next syf and make us proud. Thank you for all the happy memories we have together I will never forget all that we've gone through together. The good and bad, the ups and downs, we'll forever remember. For now, jiayou for metamophosis 2! Officially an advisor. Cant deny I am miss going into the general office everyday, and every little things the excos used to do together. There are so much I want to tell all of you but I have no idea where should I start. Just need all of you to know, Ive always been happy together with the board. No regrets being through all the ups and downs with all of you for the past one year. Really, thank you for everything. Without anyone of you, Im no one today. You'll be missed. words are choking,
Dear friends, and anybody who is reading this please pray for all the seeoh members to be able to get through this syf smoothly and may we get our desired goal: GOLD. All thanks to Joshua and the excellent performance our seeoh had during practice today, Im really motivated now.Really thank every single one who helped in settling the issue over the weekend. Really thank you! It is a pity, but it will all be worth if it is a Gold. WE CAN DO IT! And with Weiting saying: "CO GOLD LA CO GOLD i SAY GOLD MEANS GOLD." WE CAN DEFINITELY DO IT. Haha, anyway we were quite dumb to be chatting in facebook the whole while when both of us were online in msn. Haha. To the 14th Board: Theres no way we can change this decision made, so in order not to live in regrets please work hard to make this investiture a success. Yes, it is really a spoilsport to know that we'll be missing it, but I have absolute faith in you guys that without our presence you guys can do it too. Its just the matter of confidence you have. If I can pick myself up again, Im sure all of you can do it too. So please please, its less than 24 hours to your big day dont let anything affect you. Stay focus and concentrate on the neccessary. Even when Im away, I'll keep praying for all of you. To the 13th Board: Do not worry about anything regarding the Prefects investiture, we must keep our faith in them in order for them to excel. We must continue to trust them alright! On this very last official day of service, I will miss every single moment I have with all of you. I'll forever remember the 6 of you, I will. So much to complete yet so little time, gotta go off. But I'll come back with more tomorrow. Pray for us, we can do it! Anyway, thanks to Nat and Celine! WE WILL DO IT. "thank you." Ive always remember about you
"If you remember every single thing that happened."Even if Im not okay, I gotta say I am. Because nothing is ever going to help, I cant deny Joshua's call indeed cheered me up last night. But in truth I know deep in me I dont feel good. And for all I know its not a happy feeling. it has always been you and no one else.
Take me where I've never been,Help me on my feet again. Show me that good things come to those who wait. Tell me I'm not on my own. Tell me I won't be alone. Tell me what I'm feelin' isn't some mistake. 'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can. You Can (David Archuleta) if only you could be here to pull me through,
Its a pity to give it all up at this point of time when all is planned. Its something I'll never want to do, but theres really no way out. Seems like theres really no way to make things better, somehow I just feel as if all that has been done is kinda wasted. But no matter what has happened I just hope the 9 of you will continue to make the investiture a successful one. All the best. And I'll pray hard for every single one of us in seeoh to perform well and hopefull a gold. Or not Im sure it'll be another round of disappointments and regrets. One after another it has been crashing down on me, words cannot describe how emotionally wrecked I am. But I do want to feel better. 6,815,869,131.
185 Days5 Days Keep going everyone. "recovery is slow and dismal" Theres only one way, and Im unsure if I could make it through. you have a choice but I dont.
If thats nothing, I wont feel a thing.Apparently, not. 8days, jiayou. together,
"You and I together forever"-Knowing. Hold in your heart the faith that everything will be alright
10am - 3.30pm.Perhaps by taking it slow, things will turn out better, I proved myself right today. Today I really feel you guys working, and this is what missed the most. If theres a choice and chance, I'll take this route again. Afterall, I love this board. Ten days. We're all counting down to that special and memorable day. I need a break, but deep in me I hope the day never comes. Anyway we should stop eating pearls. *looks into the mirror, and at strawberry milktea / milktea boy* HA. I think I can join forces with two of the milktea boys as some boy-cliques manzxzx, (Just like the bsb :P) just because Im looking extremely boyish now. ): "Theres a difference with those laughter. It was loud, so what? It was never happiness." its taking me to places I didnt want to go
"Sometimes you'll have to fight the battle more than once to win it"This is true. put my heart in the right places,
How can I ever solve your problems when I cant even handle mine? Encouragements Ive been giving these days havent been working that much I guess. They werent convincing enough I guess. I dont see how people can be motivated when encouragements are coming from one who've never been completed so far. Im really sorry.For the past few days Ive been holding it within, I thought I'll be able to make it through but looks like Ive really reached my limits today. That hour spent at the bus stop alone wasnt enough, sometimes theres just no way out of this mess. So for this final week, I'll ask for nothing but everything to turn out fine. I never wanted it to end, but end it did.
Experienced the most extreme pekchek-ness and awkwardness over these two days. Apparently mac was better than expected. Managed to complete studying for geog test within 2hours despite messages that came in which made me laugh to myself. Really retarded but worth laughing. Looking forward to Thurs, Seeoh: Celine &Natalie are coming back(I supposed?)! 14days to SYF and 14th Prefect Investiture. 17days to mye (doomed.) "I keep running back to the one thing I need to run away from the most." sixth.
Today started off real badly. But gladly as the day proceeded, things went into places prettaye well.Sports day was full of laughter at our area. My throat hurts from all the laughing over: some-extremist-who-has-the-power-to-make-us-go-:O/:S/:/. Like I told Kel, that will be some motivation for us to not be emo, and LAUGH. Thats right yeah, stay focus. At this point of time, I no longer need to know the reason why I guess. Its gonna be about staying focus, keeping on the right track. Because I believe, and trust, I will not doubt. #174, it will be worth.
16 Days to SYF / 14th PREFECTS' INVESTITURE
Thats helplessness,
I feel it now, greater than ever. The feeling that no matter how hard I try, Im only ever going to be second-rate. That no matter what Im willing to do, or what I'd give/sacrifice/offer, Im still going to be inadequate. I'll never be enough. I'll never be able to be given my chance/opportunity to adopt/do what I'd really want most in the world. Even with my all, its not going to be enough. & I'd do so much, give anything, just for it. I forgot how many times I got upset for the same reason,
Hectic and wearing day in school today. Survived through, great.Duty was encouraging, once more proved myself right in making the decision to work harder for the board. Though I could feel theres no way for me to move any further, I know there're people who will be ready to give their support. Thats comforting enough, really. And its really pleasant to have someone whom you can talk to among people. To be absolutely truthful Ive never thought I'd be able to look back at things this much. And its even more heartwarming and exciting to know that Kel actually feels the same way as I do about some-extremist-who-has-the-power-to-make-us-go-:O/:S/:/. Just for laughs! Alright, Im tooo tired to even keep my eyes open. Desperately needs rest. Perhaps we should all know the difference between the smiles. Day 170, if only. (if only)
Chat I had with the two juniors really makes me wonder if Ive really been on the right track lately. Wz was right about knowing what we're doing. Perhaps I was never sure of what I was doing too. |
the years that were erased December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 the way sunshine would light up your face Endless love, (: Rockathon Ilove2e4'07! 4e3'09! Angela Atikah Beatrice Carmen Celine Chaiyuan Chialeng Chiamhong Choonyan Cleo Clive Deborah Desiree Fangting Faiziyyah Gary Gladys Guowei Hanrui Haozhe Huiyun Ivan Jekkai Joey Joyce Kaixin Kwangteng Mabel Madeline Marion Meijuan Michelle Mr.lee Natalie Nicole Nurul Priscilla Rachel Rebecca Ryan Sara Sharon Shaowei Sueyi Supeng Syafiqah Sylvia Syuhadah Tracy Vandana Vivian Weijia Wenyi ZhiTing ManchesterUnited NickVujicic |
all the little things
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