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if you'd listen CYNTHIA, 03/03. 6/1'05, 2E4'07, 4E3'09, Orchestra, Digital Art, 13th Prefectorial Board. Motivation is: percussion(WDMF), ManUtd, ever-smiling pooh, fellow excos, fellow seeoh mates, clique, family, hktk. Happiness is: Percussion Grade5, End of O's, WMC. Despite the distance apart, it keeps leaving me needing you. |
the happy pill?
As I was telling Ft about what I did this morning I was kinda amazed too. I think thats a good thing to do to let out frustrations that has accumulated since I-think-decades-ago. But I'll never do it again when Im not feeling very okay uh. Or not things will definately, yes definately become worse. Just dont know who'll be as dumb as I am, like uh, no one? Just thinking about what happened at the busstop I think I can just bang my head against the wall or anything but the bench at the busstop.Syf set piece will be in our hands on Mon. Just like ever, most of us are excited about it. Cant wait to know what I'll be playing for this piece if its timpani I'll have more sleeping days already. :B Anyway realised my life has been rather happening these days, I mean in a bad way. (Of course!) Should try to find out how to get rid of the ill luck that has been stucked with me for quite some time. My earpiece is dead, uh I mean half dead. Hopefully I'll get a new one asap. that permanent place
TMEDOML, seriously.Ways to stop my life from getting from bad to worse(setback?):
Uh, why and how? //
“她虽然嘴里一直说自己没事,脸上也挂着一幅无所谓的样子,其实在她内心深处还依然痛着。现在的她就像是断了线的风筝迷失了方向,而这也似乎是一种她永远都无法习惯的感觉。。" Obviously?
For crying out loud, I think thats like worse isnt it??!?!??!?!!!!!!!! People just get things wrong at the wrong time, I finally understood why life is all about timings. Very true indeed. Don't close the book, just turn the page.
We met up with Xj and his friend after school today. Just like ever Xj is still kinda tactless to ask about UnknownPerson and saying my hair was longer last time(when Ive cut it?!). Lol, I mean whose hair will actually be longer than before after a haircut?Note to self: Brand new start, please jiayou so close your eyes once more and once more believe that you can make it through. And I think my life has just been taken over by alien forces because Ive this weird but supposed-to-be-logical thinking that I will kinda miss lessons when hol officially starts. Uh, in a sense I think I'll be bored to death if lessons are off, and just imagine when new school term starts, I might not even be sitting with Bread and Hr and Ft. Thats kinda worrying too. Just to think of myself sitting with people like (uh.. cant think of any for the time being), I will either become mega talkative or just become more anti-social. Lol, thats prettaye extreme. Its kinda good to be back on the right track actually. I mean albeit life is gonna be exceedingly boring for the time being I know Im gonna benefit from all these because I believe I can persist through! So, THANK YOU! Its still best to look on the brighter side of life, and I guess Im gonna start working on "visualisation". Ha. #14
"there's a boy from 3e3 who is kind of weird.in a sense that, you know he's there. but you wont hear him talking as much as the others. and ytd was super funny. he only talked less than 10 sentences even though we're almost together for the whole day. and when cynthia (?) ask him to do self reflection, he only speaked 5 words. lols. weirdo." -From junior's blog Those who're interested would be guessing whos the guy this seeoh junior is refering to uh? Its Hanrui! Cant believe anyone would actually be counting the no. of times he talk in a day(like how des and zo counted how many times I ____ __ ___ each day). Went to some of the juniors' blog and most of them commented that the night game was a blast. Sense of accomplishment, all the hardwork has not gone to waste! Good job committee! Im still here,
Its really weird that a slacker like me actually enjoys going for extra night practice, and committee meetings to review camp. Well, guess its an improvement made isnt it? Glad that this camp actually brought the entire committee closer, in a sense I guess we've grown. Grown closer, and more thoughtful of each other. Its those timeless moments that the committee(especially the games committee) spent together that made this camp a extraordinary and memorable one for me to remember. Will really cherish time with the people because after syf we'll all be busy with o's and everything. So c'mon people lets work harder together to attain the gold that we've always wished for. Jiayou, Im sure we can do if we work as an orchestra! Seniors were back! Although it has been longggggggg ever since we've spend time together the feeling is still unchanged. People always say, people grow up and drift apart. But I dont think this is the case with the previous batch of seniors and myself. And Im really grateful to have you guys being here with me still, and do jiayou for o's!! Im sure you people can really make it through and what more, its only a really short time till the end of o's isnt it? Keep going, and you guys will always have my support! Archery was surprisingly fun. :D From day 1 till day 3, although its only a camp that lasted for as short as less than 72 hours, I still enjoyed my time with people from group3. Despite spending little time with my group, the drastic improvement we've shown was really :O. Remember to continue to nurture this passion for seeoh and we can all do it together! Lastly, I hope things will remain this way/get better for seeoh and all orchestra mates because syf is really approaching and we've gotta work doubly hard for our gold! *** Phy re-exam to study for. Amaths retest to study for. Everybody in the house is watching liverpool - chelsea. And Im gonna end this entry here, so all readers do take good care and have fun during the holidays! The biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone who you once had the time of your life with. And I dont wanna make this foolish mistake. # 9
是只有一次也好,十次也罢忘了也好,没忘也罢 我做的这些是对的也好,是错的也罢 因为这一切对我来说都已经不重要了。 (希望真的是这样,我真的累了) Kept telling myself that there'll be a significant moment when I'll finally know what to do, when the day will arrive. you'll always be a part of me.
Peer pressure? I guess so. Sigh. #7, sigh.
To-do-list:
What a useless to-do-list to blog about uh. you'll always be a part of me
.#3
Could still remember what Atikah said, "TOUCH ME". I hope Gladys sees this. Ha.Looking forward to seeoh camp, really. Natalie and Celine are coming. And Im sure Joshua, someone whos obsessed with seeoh will come too. So really really hope to seeyall soon. I think thats the only thing Im looking forward to now? School is no longer that appealing, but theres like no way out. Unless I could be like Wanying/Wenting, going to Aus uh. Anyway, I miss Wenting too): Been long since you went to Melborne, about 10months yeah? Time flies, really. And theres a problem with me, Im always giving excuses for myself to escape from work. (Like Chem, and some pref work) I mean its totally understandable for people like me to dislike doing chem. But for pref stuff its surprising. But many events are waiting for us to plan and its time for all 7 of us(Hanrui, you know its 7 of us, meaning including you.) to work hard together. Im specifically looking forward to the big walk back to our new school. Jiayou people. (Abrupt end, but Ive got nothing else to blog.) Wo zhen de hen xiang nian ni.. )': 131008.
Never felt this degree of sadness before that even my hands are trembling so much.Pooh says hi!
Im doomed. Im all ready for the longgggggggggggggg holiday! No wait, perhaps I should say its gonna be a long. holiday. It might not even be long enough for the sec3s to take a break from those never-ending school work. Theres still holiday lessons, and its up till 13nov. ):Anyway, exams are over, results are out. Barely made it through with many Cs. Oh and despite the fact that Ive flunked both maths, Miss Tay was really encouraging, :D I'll work harder and persist!:D Been enjoying every moment spent with the fellow excos! We've been through so much together, and Im so glad that Im fortunate enough to share my 5/7 mornings with you all! Especially with my(okay, maybe not)/healthy baby's Atikah uh! HAHAHA, okay, shall stop the gayness in here. Oh and went over to Celine's blog and found out that it was the sec4s' grad day yesterday! And I was reminded about last year! The kind of emotions Im experiencing now is somwhat different, this time, the sadness is stronger. Its probably because of the bond that my seniors and I had nutured during seeoh. Really hope all of they'll do well for the upcoming O's!!!!!!!!! We're having seeoh pracs during the hols please drop by whenever theres time, I miss you all prettaye much): Many times, people gets so tactless they thought it'd be okay spreading things to others whom they think are trustworthy enough to keep the secret for the first party. Sadly, 9 out of 10 times they arent who you thought they were. So I suggest people like you to stop going around digging up people's past and spread it around. I know those archives of others' lives are so so interesting you cant help but let it be the bridging topic between you and others, but sorry, you've got your own set of newsworthy history too. AHHHHH, been long since Ive had such paragraph in my blog, you can see Im really pissed. And this paragraph came with a meaning, I hope you'll know what to do and stop digging up people's past, its not really nice of you, our friend. So much had happened, all of it has made us so much happier being together, all you've gotta know now is that I love you my dear!(: 2nd and counting(:
希望我们能一直这样下去(:2more days<3
Hello!Exams are finally coming to an end, cant wait for Monday when its officially o-v-e-r. Guess we'll all be able to enjoy some total-carefree life after it. Total, yes total because Ive been on a semi-carefree holiday mood ever since the end of geog paper. Its too crazy to complete 600chem mcq, so I'll not finish them all I guess. Maybe 1/2 of it done will be already be a miracle? :B And Ive finally started practicing erhu again, after abandoning it for like 3weeks it feels so :/ playing those songs again. Guess its really time to practice hard, and talking about erhu, it reminds me that seeoh is starting soon too. And means we'll have to start planning for camp and and and and and and more plannings will follow after the end of eoy. Be prepared people and I guess Jessie and Yongren will need the most motivation to work on the Pref outing comm uh. JIAYOU! Y'know I'll always give my moral support (; HAHA:P Been long since Ive kept in touch with the seniors, wonder if they are surviving well with the pre-Os exam stress. JIAYOU!!!! You guys can do it alright!!! :D And really hope to cyall at seeoh camp! Tmrs my brother's birthdayyyyyyyyy! So, Happy 25th, Brother!:D Alrightaye, thats all for today, goodbye people! |
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all the little things
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