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if you'd listen CYNTHIA, 03/03. 6/1'05, 2E4'07, 4E3'09, Orchestra, Digital Art, 13th Prefectorial Board. Motivation is: percussion(WDMF), ManUtd, ever-smiling pooh, fellow excos, fellow seeoh mates, clique, family, hktk. Happiness is: Percussion Grade5, End of O's, WMC. Despite the distance apart, it keeps leaving me needing you. |
better in time
First week of school and Im already sick. Been on mc since yesterday, but I think I'll be well enough to be back in school by tomorrow. Fever had finally subsided but still feeling drowsy after drinking the cough syrup. D:I dreamt of Spain losing to Russia by a goal last night man! So glad it was just a dream:B Felt really bad last night, glad that its all over now. (: Grateful of people who've been here all the while to listen to me, thank you. :D So much for studying physics at home D: Physics is so trying for me, gotta buck up more in order to catch up with e3's pace. Actually I still dont get a thing about chapter11 except for specific heat capacity ): Zzz, I needa concentrate better! Chinese O's oral is starting today! Jiayou seniors:D And, also sec3s HCL people who'll be taking their's soon :D Done all the updating of duty list and attendence list. Like finallayeee Ive stopped the procrastination and start working uh. Good news good news. Oh and my wounds are recovering too:D Erhu lesson on Saturday! Not an act on impulse, thought I might do better if theres a change of environment? I hope I'd be able to cope, and Im looking forward to the new learning experience that is coming my way! Cant wait to start painting again:D Im very into the painting business these day uh. A long day to go, w/o you. definitely not emo, just thoughts
Its about the ache that has been stucked in my heart for days and nights. It was on the bbq night that I had realised again, Im actually still upset over that incident . No matter how much faith Im having in making it through this plight together, Im still feeling very dettached from you ever since that incident. Even when we're in the same room, I could feel miles and miles of distance away from you, ):I thought it'll be everlasting, but sadly, not. if you'd take your chances
2nd day of term 3.Im currently sitting beside Hanrui in class! Yay:D But unfortunately I guess there'll be a swope tomorrow. ): My phone just went for a swim in my porridge. And that reminds me of last year, when the same thing happen man! Enrichment course is rather enjoyable, I mean, at least Im doing what Im interested in -- painting:D And, many have been mentioning alot about planning our future early. So, Ive been starting to think alot about it too, and Ive somehow came to a decision of maybe settling in poly, and take up physchology and community service or some course that concerns designing? But Ive looked up np, and the cut off point is actually 7 for lowest o's grade! Its a little demanding, but nothing is impossible! :D Im speechless of your actions, what you've done had reflected so badly on your personailty. And I dont mind if you know Im talking about you, but Ive seriously had enough of you, I feel so sick of putting up with your disrespectfulness towards us, and if possible do some research on self-respect too. It'll help. Lost of voice, and currently in a very bad mood): Goodbye, and Im glad its not dengue. hearts all over the world tonight
So much to update but so limited time Im left with! Ah ):2E4'07 CLASS BBQ! Although there was only about 1/2 that class that went but I still felt as belonged as in the past! :D I know we dont have to meet up all the while to feel the togetherness, I know we're always ONE! The shopping of food was a little draggy but I'd say this year's food was so much better than last year's. I enjoyed myself so much lazing around waiting for food and taking only one photo. HAHA. We had the bbq at Zt's place and Miss Koh came for awhile and treated us apple strudels! Everybody ate except for Shaun, because Roy accidentally smashed it on the ground. HAHA:B And I totallaye loved the mushrooms to the max! :B Some were playing soccer right beside the pit, and guess what beside the pit its just a tennis court and theres people playng tennis! I think its a little mistake uh. But its totally OKAY! :D Okay, I'll always have stm when Im rushing myself. So thats about all about the bbq. Although it looks so bored in my blog, but needless to say the bbq was extremely fun with my dearests! GOGO 2E4'07! :D Today's concert was awesome, so much better than expected! The first song gave us a shock as it was SO nice:D Yeah, great job people! WLE. Still having 5ISPLs to do): JIAYOUJIAYOU! :D //It doesnt matters anymore, isnt it? whether Im okay or not, its okay. Prefects' camp '08
Been a week since I got a chance to use the computer manzxz! It has been refusing to on since the day I went for camp. ):Well! I cant wait to update about PREFECTS CAMP!!! GROUP ONE (ONERS)! Bonded ones:D DAY ONE! The bus was late so we had to sit and wait. So Cleo insisted to teach them the shark cheer while myself went mumbling about the group name issue. Sadly, nobody gave a damn to me okay. ): Bus came and we were obviously late for activities so some talks were being pushed to the back when zipline and abseiling were pushing forward! I was so glad I survived through BOTH zipline and abseiling. Please take note: BOTH. My feet got stucked at the stand before I actually took off officially from the third storey for zipline. Apparently a person like me would naturally scream right. But who knows it became a joke for the board on the last day uh): Well its okay:D Abseiling was as scary as ever, as usual cant lean back and all. I almost cried okay! I was practically screaming my way down and I was so embarrassed okay! Those who were waiting for their turn to zipline saw what happened): S.A.D, Okay but whats most important was I SURVIVED THROUGH. Almost went crazy during the tentage building uh. Some would have know why. So, Im gonna skip this part. NIGHT EXPERDITION! 30.1KM of cycling! To be frank, Im so surprised I survived through all the screaming, falling, picking myself up, feeling embarrassed and guilty all along uh. Needless to say Im the one among the 53 of us who fell the most ya. I think Mr Lam and the instructors would know how badly I fell that night yeah. I think Ive never knew what were the B-R-A-K-E-S for in my entire life until my last fall that night man. Slopes were the scariest through the night, DISMOUNTING AND PUSHING were the best of all, because I was free of cycling and my unbalanceness. Both of my legs literally turned blueblack man, and my butt was hurting like :O. Gladly, the butt-hurt was as-a-whole thing, as everybody experienced it during the entire camp uh:B Oh, and the instructors were really nice to keep a look out for me all the while, and making me go first all the time. I'll always miss it when the instructors say "nobody go past me except for Cynthia." HAHA:B Double biking was challenging, DANGEROUS and tough. Being the front rider was stressful, when Im already not confident with myself riding a single bike. So obviously my partner suffered alot through the night. HAHA:B Im sorry): Sleep like a deadlog till the next morning :D Anyway, the planes did not really interrupted our sleep right? :D DAY TWO! Morning was 4km of cycling and it wasnt as "happening" as the first night's experience manzx. Cycled with Gladys and was at the back most of the time. Trekking was enjoyable except for a part of it. I'd definitely miss the cheering with oners manzxzx!! Most of the excos were at the back picking up firewood during fieldcooking. And I think its one part of the camp that I enjoyed too. :D Campfire Preparation did not went that well at first but Oners still did a great job when we put our heads together and think! :D Had plenty of fun with group during preparation, and I think it was through this preparation that we've bonded that much yeah. The only pity was none of them understand the skit uh): And campfire was short, and flies and bugs came to be spoilers D: Others had quite an early night except for the excos I think. But its okay, leadership is all about sacrificing uh:D HAHA. DAY THREE! Area Cleaning and Home Sweet Home! Ah, I think that was one of the camp that I enjoyed the most and hate leaving the most manzxzx. I almost cried when I thank the instructors okay! ): I'll miss the there and then, including the cycling trip which made me suffered so much! :D "today is the break camp day, break camp break camp today is the break camp day, break camp break camp No more flying fox, no more abseiling today is the break camp day, break camp break camp, Hey!" Break camp song which Shicheng thought before we left ): *** To Dearest 13th: Hey people, I know its been hard on us these days. But Im sure we can make it through in the end okay! As Ive said earlier in the camp, the reason for us to cry and feel sad was because we care. Im sure with such strong bond, we will definitely make it through this downturn of our life together! I hope after what happened, we've all grown stronger okay! Jiayou people, and I love you(: No matter how doubtful/upset/pissed I get, I'll try my best to continue to have faith. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!
Camp tmr, I hope I'll not be late manzxzx. Theres no one to morning call me, (should've asked Jess to call me!:P). Thats so sad, I guess everybody is afraid to morning call me already. And baby I hope you remember you're meeting tmr in the morning yeah! :DWorried or annoyed? I guess its the latter. Alright, will be away from 16june - 18june! :D P.S. People, if you have any question regarding the bbq, feel free to text Jess / myself still although we'll be at camp. But it'll be better if you'll text Des yeah! :D Seeyall soon! w/, w/o?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIWEI! :D Braces on, but never forget to continue smiling spastically okay! HAHA:B Jiayou in all you do, and y'know we're here to give you all our support yeah! :D Zzz, walked for the whole afternoon and saw nothing that I really wanted. So in the end I bought nothing from this shopping trip): Disappointed. Actually planned to get myself a new shoebag / bag, but sadly there wasnt any that I really favour. ): So in the end, I spent all my money on food and 2pathetic lamps. None of the emotions words can explain how Im feeling now. I cant explain anything either. I guess its due to the camp. Pre-camp phobia again. And know what? Ive yet started with my drumming lessons): I just hate it when I keep giving excuses for myself to slack through days. And I think its hard for me to get my grade5 before year ends): S.A.D. Alrightaye, I must finish up Amaths ISPL today. Goodnight and bye! back again
20th November 2008: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood PrinceMaths Camp '08!
Maths camp was awesome, so much better than expected! :D Time with group rocks!Although I think I'll never miss the drillings on the first day, but Im sure Ive learnt something from the camp. And besides maths that Ive known better through this camp, I managed to bond with people too! Especially lovely moomoo and Qiuzhen! Although I've been close to Moomoo ever since the start of preparation of PI, we've never been together for such a long time right! :D Intensive drilling on the first day was tough but I wouldnt say its bad. Im sure my group had fun uh. Especially Fangting who enjoyed herself so much yah? :B Meals in this camp really rocks okay. Goodfood goodfood:D Especially first night's dinner! POTATOES:D And Miss Ng prepared crysanthemum(?) tea for us on the first night manzxzx! I love eating the petals:D On our way to WestCoast on the second day was fun fun and fun! Chasing for 175 was :O, I think I'll always remember it manzxzx. Enjoyed time at WestCoast, and I love the kite flying part manzxzx! My first time flying a kite okay! Wonderful experience with wonderful people! :D And we had Mac for Lunch! :D Poor Baby and Moomoo missed their Mcflurry because the machine broke down. HAHA:B Had maths test before the camp ended. And guess what, the seat I was sitting at was full of dust okay. I only sat there for less than an hour and I was infested with flu bug already. D: Mac again after camp with Cleo, Fangting and Priscilla. And got so high over there that I started talking crap. HAHA:P Ahya, I just love the times with them lah! :D All in all this camp was enriching and fruitful! And we camwhored for both days manzxzx! :D Photos will be up soon, I hope. And I'd love to put up Moomoo's pigface expression! HAHA:B Holiday is coming to an end, and Ive still gotten tons of work to complete manzxzx): JIAYOU CAIZ!:D till then
WLE. Know what? My hair is in a mess now, and I look so indescribable okay. I was momentarily stunned upon seeing what the barber/hairstylist/auntie had done to my hair. ):"It was totally ridiculous, continue writing if you want people to vomit all they've eaten a week ago." LOL. Not in any mood to type anymore. Anyway its maths camp tmr, and Ive yet pack anything into my bag): Goodbye people, I'll have fun in maths camp. And welcome back, Joshua and Hanrui. HAHA :B If you get there before I do Dont give up on me I'll meet you when my chores are through I dunno how long I'll be But Im not gonna let you down to you!
Know this is really late, and Im mega slow, but Im sure you've gotten used to my speed yeah. Congrats manzxzx! I knew you'll make it just like how you did the other time de! Continue to believe in yourself and jiayou okay! Still having my support, (:Ohohoh, I wish you're well. they stay alive for each other
Never been as productive as today throughout the whole of june holidays! Finally completed phy ISPL after much procrastination. Okay, that proves I can still work when Im at home and besides my usual routine of : surfing the net, eat, watch teevee, sms, rot, and sleep, I can find something better to do when Im home! :DBefore I continue with my 1/2done emaths ISPL, Im gonna slack a little :D And pizza hut is on its way~ I love today! 14th 14th 14th :D Anyway yesterday's concert was ruined by a bunch of gossip mongers. Okay not a bunch, but 3. I think Celine and her sis actually saw how :/ my face was when the 3 of them started talking like nobody's business halfway through the concert. But luckily, they came in after my favourite song: Wan quan he:D I miss syf'07 manzxzx! I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together you asked if Im okay
Short post before Im going to bed.Zzz, I cant stand my laziness. Stop the procrastination and start learning. WLE. May you sleep better with this photo of mine yeah:D HAHA! With love, :B Im not. 95.
Extremely tired! D:Hard fun laughing today, the bowler beside us was :O, incredibly hilarious can! *Hopes to see him again* LOL! Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANLING IN ADVANCE! :D Love you to the max okokokok! Ah, I think Im back to the busy period of time uh. With so much to worry about, but Im sure I can make it through soon! Cause there are people here to help and support! Goodbye Joshua, bon voyage! :D Hear from you again on Wednesday when you're back from Vietnam ya! Have fun! :B I think tmr will be the day I try my best to complete my ISPLs yeah. Goodnight people. Im having a pretty bad mood now, shall go emoing): HAHA. just like ever, you made my day
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NICHOLAS!:DBeen long since we've our long chats uh, but no matter what, how can I ever forget 5th June as your day! Hahaha :D Jiayou in all you do, and hope you've been coping well in your JC life yeah! Smile buddaye, and once again, SHENG RI KUAI LE! As usual was late again yesterday D: We were supposed to report at 7.30am and I only managed to wake up at 7.30am. A bad habit uh. Okay, but Im still sorry yeah ): Was late for SeeOh today lah. But wasnt as bad as Priscilla, the moment I reached, its the moment she woke up. Anyway, combine was better than expected. But I gotta go improve on my rolls to sound better. And GaoYingSheng's part was :DDDDD Took many photos during retreat! Will update when Cleo finish editing and send ti to me :D Oh! Gladys managed to snap HanRui's spastic actions while trying to sweep :B HAHAHA:B Cant wait for myself to finish up all the ISPLs manzxzx. Huge dream uh. But Im sure I'll be able to finish it before school reopens yeah! GO GO JIAYOU! :D Sometimes bad things happen for no reason, no purpose. They just occur & we're left to pick up the pieces the best we can. The world doesn't end just because you think it will, & that sometimes growing up means letting go. EX-CO RETREAT '08
WLE. Retreat was cut short due to some problems that cropped up last minute. I think all of us who stayed were extremely disappointed manzxzx. Just when we were all ready to go back and have our lunch and R-E-L-A-X and WATCH KUNGFU DUNK, things happened. Zzz, this is what I called: sianness. The worst thing is, we still have to reach school by 7.30am tmr for people who will be coming back for their make-up interview. ROAR. D:Nevertheless, we did managed to have loads of fun during our 2D1N stay in school! Review was :O. My highly contagious laughter actually spoiled the whole atmosphere manzxzx. Fortunately I did managed to control myself a little more at the later part. Farewell was better than expected, and enjoyed myself by staying at some highly-infested-by-mosquitoes-area to feed the mosquito with my mega delicious blood uh. Movie marathon became sleeping marathon for Yongren and I. Hadad and the rest were saying Yongren and I were actually competing who'll fall asleep first instead of concentrating on the movie. But at least I remembered the easter bunny and jack frosty(?)/froster(?)/frostly(?). And the funniest things were I actually woke up and asked about the cockroach that they saw in the room and couldnt recall a thing even when they were talking about it today. AND I heard Cleo, Jessie, Hadad and Mr Lam shouting to each other when they were about to sleep I think. They were damn LOUD, but I was pathetically too lazy to sit up and ask them to lower down the volume. HAHA:B OH, and I ate 7/11's sandwhich before sleeping, and when Im recalling about it now, I think I hate the tomato and the cheese :/ My shoulder is still aching now! BUT I STILL MISS THE RETREAT AND THE PEOPLE MANZXZX!!!!!!!!! Anyway, was woken up by Hadad to do the morning run at 6.30am okay! But, I insisted not to run and in the end I have no idea why did all of us changed the idea of doing the morning run to going to KP's mac for breakfast:D A pretty long walk but it burned fats. HAHA:B The 3hours discussion was deadly. LOL, we were practically corpse during the first part. And all of us were having the ultra sleepy look on the face can. Gladly, WE SURVIVED THROUGH!!!! :D West Mall to get our lunch and bad news was received on our way back. ): If you were there with us, you'll see all of us complaining like :O. (Okay, maybe not all, but everyone was disappointed and refuses to go home okay): ) And I bet I was just too sad to feel anything that I was practically laughing like :O for no reason. Jessie and I almost choked when trying to finish our actually-delicious-kfc-meal due to continuous laughter. Seriously, my laughter was uncontrollable from 4 - 6 pm today. Oh, I got so zzzz that I suggested everybody to put WLE aka WaLao Eh as their msn PM when we're online to show how pissed we were. HAHA:B I know I was mega senseless to suggest that but I just like the shortform "WLE" so much. :B Okayokay, despite the fact that our retreat had to be cut short, I still managed to enjoy myself during the entire 2D1N's retreat! I LOVE THE 13TH BOARD! (And I miss Atikah and Hanrui!) ++ Gotta thank Mr Lam and Hadad for staying over with us!! :DDD If I could pick a moment, and always keep it new out of all the moments I've had, I'd pick the moment I met you! RETREAT RETREAT RETREAT RETREAT!
Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow!I bet Im gonna enjoy the whole of this week! 2nd - 4th will be retreatttttt~ And I think Im gonna be too excited to sleep tonight!! More than 48hours together with the 13th board, its definitely gonna be fun (I guess). Sadly, Atikah and Hanrui couldnt make it ): Last night's concert was :D! I love the very very very last part when the percussionists played their solo after the encore. Was fab! :D Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PRISCILLA!:D May all your wishes come true, and jiayou in all you do yah! (Especially for music camp) Looking forward to the concert! All the best:D First week of the holiday just flew past with me lazing around, completing 3/4 of phy ispl and 1/2 of emath ispl. I bet Im going to suffer in the coming weeks if Im gonna continue to be this lazy. I desperately need motivation! |
the years that were erased December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 the way sunshine would light up your face Endless love, (: Rockathon Ilove2e4'07! 4e3'09! Angela Atikah Beatrice Carmen Celine Chaiyuan Chialeng Chiamhong Choonyan Cleo Clive Deborah Desiree Fangting Faiziyyah Gary Gladys Guowei Hanrui Haozhe Huiyun Ivan Jekkai Joey Joyce Kaixin Kwangteng Mabel Madeline Marion Meijuan Michelle Mr.lee Natalie Nicole Nurul Priscilla Rachel Rebecca Ryan Sara Sharon Shaowei Sueyi Supeng Syafiqah Sylvia Syuhadah Tracy Vandana Vivian Weijia Wenyi ZhiTing ManchesterUnited NickVujicic |
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