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if you'd listen CYNTHIA, 03/03. 6/1'05, 2E4'07, 4E3'09, Orchestra, Digital Art, 13th Prefectorial Board. Motivation is: percussion(WDMF), ManUtd, ever-smiling pooh, fellow excos, fellow seeoh mates, clique, family, hktk. Happiness is: Percussion Grade5, End of O's, WMC. Despite the distance apart, it keeps leaving me needing you. |
face to face, yet a thousand miles apart.
CHOCOLATES and NEW PENS:DDMotivation motivation, Im getting more tomorrow to keep myself going:D Revision has been well these days, in a sense I'll at least get to finish my sciences on time. And still having some time for consultation, which is greatttttt:B So jiayou yeah people! Im sure all of us can manage it well de!! Jay chou's concert was superb, and most importantly Ive enjoyed time and dinner at Ft's place:D Thank you so so much for getting me through my study times! Friends, in fact best friends for 7years, Im really really really grateful to have you by my side! Im sure you can do it this time yeah! Continue to practice yeap, we can make it through together yeah! :D GOGO! Ohkay, Im considerably motivated now, (again)! *hinthint to Celine, Natalie and Joshua* You guys know the reason why yoh:B Heehee:D If thats what you think, we cant probably stop you. Go ahead with your decision and we wouldnt have any objection yeah. And I bet we cant and have no rights to. 你居然想自秆堕落,我们也无能为力。 And whats about all those __________ ? Thats disappointing ): as I read through those texts again, I could feel my heart poundering just like how it did last year. GO PEOPLE!
Today started really badly): suffered blows for the first 3lessons today, I past none of the tests we gotten back today, except for the physics assignment. ): Was damn sad, but SS made me went all crazy to think of ways to study harder. I flunked SS tests in rows and rows. And I just hate it to see my results screw so so much. D:I am going to explode my mind with all the facts tomorrow and I will dirty my chem and phy tys! :DD And Ive finally cleared the things under my table!!!!! Its clean and tidy now:DD Anyway, to all everybody! JIAYOU FOR THE COMING MYE:DDD I know all of we can definitely do it if we are willing to put in enough effort yeap(: So all the best for mye! :D GO GO PEOPLE:D In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. However they all make us who we are and at the end, it shape and detail us. If we reverse them, we would not be the person we are today.Extremely true. So I think we should all live today to our fullest and jiayou in all we do:DDD Go people!!! Alright, tmr's mugging will start early, so I shall turn in early tonight:D Goodnight people(: the time to face the truth,
L &G, I am so so so so in luck today okay! I woke at 6.30am today and rushed out of house at around 6.50am or so and actually wanted to take a cab to school. And guess what? Unknowingly I flagged Yaode's dad's cab again! I was really sorry to trouble again manzxzx! But at the same time Im extremelyyyyyyyy thankful for your dad's and your help manzxzx Yaode! :DD THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!!! :DDDDWeekend is coming again, and guess what? Im still left with infinite chapters to complete D: LOLLLLLLLL~ *** Its amazing when strangers become friends and better friends as time passes by, but sad when friends become strangers as time passes by. It hurts so much to know, its even hard to start and hold a decent conversation with someone you were really close to in the past.Ive never wanted or even thought about losing a friend like you. I dont know if anyone has been feeling the same way as I am feeling these days. ): Even after knowing that Im not alone, I just cant help but feel the void in me, waiting to be filled. ): Okayokay, just a short update. ++ I am feeling so so down now ))): you never knew how badly I wished you could assure me with your words of encouragements once more): like a true classic, it stood the test of time
Ahahaha, SS test was a floppppppp D: I FAILED THE SS TEST I FAILED THE SS TEST BY ONE PATHETIC MARK! So Im blogging this to remind myself to workharder for mye in order to pass! (Okay, not only pass but if possible ace it (: ) GOGO!And I was soooooo over the moon when Des told me there isnt Geog remedial today!! :DDDDDD But theres still 2 extra lessons on maths and 1 for geog for the rest of the week. So I think its gonna be a tortureeeee, but no worries, I'll survive it:D And after this 3days, weekend is gonna be tougher than anything. SO JIAYOU!!! I think Ive been giving myself truckloads of self-motivations on my blog these days. Self obsession? :O PG lesson was extremelayeeeeee lively:D Yiwei *ahems ahems* was so random to crack so many jokes that Ft and I almost laughed our heads off manzzx! :BB "Walao, zhe liang ge ren zhe me chou!" Lol:B And I dozed off during our first math lesson today and I think Miss Tay saw what happened. Was damn hilarious, and embarrassing at the same time D: People, I cant wait for mye to end quickly!! I cant wait for so many events to come:DDD And did anybody realised how high I am today? :B No idea why, no idea why, no idea why. Ohyeah, and Im so excited for my jie's birthday chalet on 3May! Even though its during mye, I am still staying over at the resort to have fun and practice Amaths like crazayeee :BB Okay, shall continue with math(: BYE! aja! :)
I am wasting time again D: Thats really a bad news, but its okay:BAlrightayeeeee, I gotta say Yaode is so a nice guy okay! Thank you so so much for the ride on Friday:DDDDD I kept wanting to thank you here, but being such a forgetful person, I kept forgetting to do it! I think I am a little out of my mind already! Im beginning to love studying okay! I love the sense of accomplishment that one would experience after being able to complete the tys ques without any help from any other reference because you've studied so hard that you locked all the theory in your head! :DDD I sound alittle insane but, its okay:DDD And I just saw the note:D Thank you manzxzx, such a great motivation! See, thats the reason why I always believe in faith:D No matter how far you've drifted apart from your old friend(s), as long as you have faith in the f/s both of you are committed to, the f/s will definately last:D In this case Yanling really motivated me so so much with that little note manzxzx:D Thank you so so much girl! And jiayou too:DDDDDDDDDD Haha, besides so, many had been giving very much support too:D Thank you people:D Lets all jiayou together yep:D And to you, Im really sorry): You've given me so much, yet the amount Ive returned you is always so little ): Nevertheless, jiayou too and all the best!!!(: Oh, and I am so thankful that Ive gotten a bunch of juniors who'll never let me worry too much over things that they're assigned to do:D Jiayou yep people:D Alrightayeeeeee, back to work:D ysimsom (:
Can anybody believe?I absent-mindedly put my fingers on the iron when I was ironing my uniform on Friday morning. And from that day onwards, my fingers are numb. Till now!! I didnt noticed it after Im done with all my chinese homework! No, I am not blaming it on the chinese homework, but I just cant believe how dumb I can get manzxzx. I bet nobody on earth except for me would be so dumb to iron her own fingers manzxzx. I think my fingers are gonna be chopped off soon ): I am so so tired! But theres still so much to complete! Thats why Im here blogging to give me more motivation and a tad more of energy:D :B Did I mention that I cant wait for ex-co retreat(?) ? I really cant wait to spend time with all of you:DDDDDDDD Outward Bound is so freaking me out. And I am very much afraid that my mum wouldnt let me go ): Well well, whatever it is, Mye is more important than anything now! :D JIAYOU! Amazingly, I am all charged with motivation again :B GOGO!:D Your Smile Is My Source Of Motivation (: SMILEZXZX :D
Needless to say, I am in deepdeep trouble again! ): She made me copy an extra chapter of lblz, which I initially thought was totally okay, and managable. However who knows its an additional burden to my already-heavy workload! ):And geog is killing me too. We're not allow to copy from the text and I thought the text would be totally useless for that assignment, but sadly I know nothing about meandering river which made work extra arduous for me D: ++I am too lazy to embark on any english / chinese homework!!! ): I am doomed, I have no idea how am I gonna finish my english compo and lblz with such attitude. Zzz. :/ Okayokay, bad things aside, I am proud to announce I am geniunely happy today! :D Because of something that happened in the afternoon:BBB Yay, I guess Ive never experience such contentment after that day in the hall manzxzx:B Thank you so so much and I am now charged with motivation and am all ready to start with work again! :D Yay! Go Caiz!:DDDDD ni ye jiayou! CLEO!!! Dont worry about your file and book too much okay? I am sure, you will be able to find it soon okay:DDDDD Alrightayeeeeeee, its time for me to continue with terrible chinese homework ): Goodbyeeeeeeee~ it never gets true anymore,
Been long since Ive posted anything up here. ): And I am prettaye sad to say life has been rather monotonous. D:Wednesday was disastrous. Thursday was tiring, screwed up during oral and stayed for detention. Friday was quite a happy day despite the fact that she made me copy an extra chapter of lblz for her. L &G, I wasnt late today! In fact I was the earliest okay :DD Sat in the lib for the whole morning to mug. Im really dying because Chemistry is so :O, Ive yet to complete so many topics! My study schedule is not working well again, I think I should really really keep to it and stop slacking!! JIAYOUUUUUUUUU! After being motivated by people, Im almost done with my phy revision, however still lagging behind schedule for 2chapters. But Im going to put in more effort to complete them all! :D I want the photos I want the photos I want the photos I want the photos I want the photos): I cant wait for ex-co retreat(?)! :DDDDD For all the things that you've promised in the past, 1/2 of them were lies and now that you're back, Im unsure if all that had happened so far are real. when you call,
I was locked out of the house for an hour again. Not because my parents were too pissed with me and had chased me out of the house, its because of my carelessness again, I forgotten to bring my keys out today! ): Well, but its not all too bad though, because I found out that I can actually study better outside, so now I am heading to Mac to study for tmr's tests:DGoodbye people, and JIAYOU!!!! Mughardhardhardhard! :B the silence was practically killing me, I wanna find a way out but again, too helpless to do anything): be mindful, be tactful.
Before I really go, I got reminded of some things which happened a couple of days ago. ):Nasty comments should be kept to yourself as much as possible? I find it totally pointless to comment on people's r/s when you dont even know a single thing. So, I hope you'll think twice and take a closer look into the truth before you start giving awful comments about people and their r/s. Because Im sure you dont want people to do the same to you when you're committed in a r/s in future right? &Lastly, be mindful of what you say, always. You never knew how deeply you've hurt her with your powerful and merciless words. ): a void waiting to be filled,
Tags finally replied.Finally planned my exam schedule too. Rather packed for now, but Im gonna persevere till the very very very end! Cant believe Ive sceduled myself doing Physics for this whole week. :O But Im seriously into the mood to study! (and thats FINALLY!) JIAYOU OK:D Hey girls, Im really missing those times when we sit and have lunch together as a clique laughing over the rice grain which we thought travelled into my windpipe. I hope things are still the same, and SA is coming, lets have lunch together everyday. Okay? ): Mass, Weight and Density is driving me crazyyyyyyyy~ 80Marks physics killer test is coming, in 5days' time we will sit for the mock exam and I hope I can really pass this time. I wanna do well for my subjects especially physics and A&E Maths and my languages. Actually is all 7subjects in fact. And my target is 13 for L1R5 this time, I hope I can achieve it yep:D I wanna skip the PTM :B I hope Im not channeling too much of my attention to something useless. No matter what, I just gotta be true to myself! :D Ah, the whole idea about writing under pressure and having phy test every phy lesson is bothering me very very much manzxzx. ): +++Chinese test was a flop ): 10 + 4 gone~ I dont wanna do LBLZ)): Say that Im lazy but no one would love to do LBLZ okay! Sometimes really hope I can go to CLB with Hj ): "with her its hard not to complain" -quoted Yihan. I totally agree okay! I just cant help but keep complaining about her manzxz! ): But too bad, theres nothing we can do, except to accept the fact that we still gotta practice lblz for another 1 1/2 years and work harder next time! Thursday is oral presentation, I hope it'll go well. And I really gotta kick the habit of being kanchiong and R-E-L-A-X! Practices after mye is worrying me, a hell lot. But! Rejoice people, Ive finally realised how irritating it is to talk about it everytime I update. So I am going to focus all my attention to mye for now:D Oh yeah, and we're all moving back to our old campus at the end of this year! :D Im looking forward to it:DDDD Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.Well, time to get back to physics. Goodbye and remember w=mg :B indifference hurts the most,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, NATALIE!:DDDDDDZhang da le~ Drink more dong gua cha and jiayou in all you do okay!! Thank you for all you've done, and after you're gone, I'll sure miss you to the max canzxzx ): Reallayeee gonna miss you when you're gone!! Must promise to come back to seeoh often alright:D I love you(: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, YIHAN!:DDDDDD :D Thank you for all the help you've volunteered during seeoh practices and performance! Keep going and Im sure you can do well for o's yeap:D Remember all the times in seeoh and seniors of your batch will be missed! ): JIAYOU!!! :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, JENISE!:DDDDD JIAYOU in all you do and Im sure, we can all make it through this tough journey together as a class!! Go go! And Im sure 3E3 will be here to give you all the support that is needed okay:D Smile(: *** I was late for 2.5 hours today, and didnt even hear the house phone ringing like crazy. I was so shocked that it was already 10+ when Joshua called. Reallye sorry people! But we still had fun time discussing about net force and things about kinematics:B Searched high and low for the impact book, but to no avail. And theres only the combine science version for the longman version, so in the end I finally got myself the redspot version :D I now gotten the drive and JIAYOU alreadyyyyyy~ Go go CAIZ:D Friday's event was extremely tiring and a little disappointing. Our board's very first major function together, it went rather smoothly. However I end up feeling mega guilty getting everybody so upset at the end of the day. Im really sorry people! ): Realised I have difficulty reading the school handbook's calendar! ): I think I need a longer time to get the slides ready, sorry team! I miss listening to click5's songs. (random!) +I am so worried about chinese test )): Thats what others think. But what is really happening is totally different. So dont be too shocked if you ever knows about the ugly truth. (I have no idea about you guys, but to me my world is really collapsing soon. Seemed like the entire world is against me and all I do is just wrong and this feeling just sucks. To me, its hard to remain positive and stand strong these days. Theres so much to do and there seemed to be so little time! 24hours is just not enough for me to complete things that I have to do, even doing up the to-do-list wouldnt help. First time Im experiencing this unknown stress, and I am sure its hard on me. ): I have no motivation and I am seeking for it desperately, because I know I really need it to keep me going. ): ) Mye coming, jiayou everyone(: 8 April 2007, Sunday.
Actually Ive still gotten quite alot to complete before I can sleep. But I just have no idea why I feel so tensed up, and I know I need a break before I continue.I think I am some stubborn person who just cant get over the fact that seniors are gone manzxzx. I think Im too dependent on the seniors, to the extent when its really time for them to go, I feel so sad that ive cried for so many days. I know this is silly but I just have no control over this feeling in me man! This is the huge problem with me, always getting myself all crushed and screwed up because of the stubborness in me. And the issue about initiative is still stucked in my head. I'm just not sure if you are still enough to get me through the day. ++I finally know what to do to stop thinking about things. Just think of the physics tests that we'll be having for every single phy lesson. And the upcoming phy killer test (80marks! On infinite chapters:P). I think thats all enough to keep me going, (at least for the time being). Alrightaye, I guess its time to continue to jiayou. Goodbye people, and jiayouuuuuuuuu! a thousand times in a day,
So many days had past I still feels the emptiness in me whenever I think about seeoh w/o seniors )':Yesterday was supposed to be an extremely joyous day for me, who knows it started like some crap. And my mood was ruined for the entire day. No matter how bad I feel inside, I just cant express it to anyone in particular. And whats worst, I cant be sure of what I was feeling yesterday. Just felt so crushed and helpless manzxzx ): But its all alright now, although I still feel alittle upset over things, Im sure I can overcome this feeling in me. Jy :B Emaths test was :O, as expected, reallaye tough. Okay, Im doomed for more underlines ): I guess I really gotta put in extra effort, especially when Im so slow in doing things (even studying). Hasnt been a really smooth going week for me. I just hope the rest of the week would be just fine. Goodbyeeeeee, (: I wished you were here, ): till the day Im sure of how I feel,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ADILA!:DDDDDDDYou came over for BBSS' 13th PI that day!! I still remember you came with Audrey! All the best to you in your promotion exercise! I'll give you all my support:DDD Sixoneys love you!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAOZHE!:DDDDDDD I miss you man! I dont see you and Mag in Mac anymore): Ah, have you guys quitted? Or I should go down more often:B Well it doesnt matter, I just miss all of you!! I love you like in the past, keep going okay:DDD Listening to the co pieces that Joshua sent me in the afternoon. Im already missing those times when we're all having practices together man!!! Cant believe its handing-over-ceronmony on Monday already )': Seniors please come back often okay! Co mei you ni men, zhen de bu xing )': Yes, so Sa is coming and know what? Im still lazing around :B Greattttt~ Actually I thought I should really stop making excuses for myself and instead should start studying by tomorrow! Or not I'll have sleepless nights soon. I need motivation, and talking about motivation and revision of work reminds me of Meiji chocolates. I hope I'll not lose my momentum this time, JIAYOU CAIZ!:D Oh and last night's duty actually turned out to be much better than I thought. Really, it was so much productive. Although the running and all really tired me out, I still thought times like that are worth undergoing :DD So, Go 13th board! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! Oh, I can still remember how Yongren asked for the food last night. Totallyeeeeeee hilarious! :P Havent been feeling very well these days. But really gotta thank those who've been continuously New pens, meiji chocolates, and midnight texts! I know that was the combination which made me had the momentum to study till the end in the past! But I think it'll be different even if theres midnight texts? Well its alright, I can still survive through this! BE OPTIMISTIC :D I miss the PI preparation team manzxz ): Especially the times when we sang Low together! Apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur(with the fur)! OH!! I did target setting in class that day. And guess what? I only reached one target out of 7 and my L1R5 is 24. OMG, I think that is really one of the motivation to drive me forward. LOL:P I think we shouldn't get so close that it's even hard for us to see what is going on.Goodbye people(: Happy weekend! I thank you :D
END OF CO CONCERTLast Sunday was the concert. And to be frank I think many knew we didnt do well. I made mistakes for almost all the songs, which was prettaye upsetting. Even though I fell after the concert that day, it doesnt hurt as much as the fact that the seniors are leaving co soon): Being a mega emotional person I really cant help but to feel really really down after the concert. ): I will definately miss the times when the seniors are here not only to crap with me, but to guide me through the pieces too. Its the learning experience and the support that you guys had given to me which made me pull through all the scoldings and everything these years. I really love you all! Wo zhen de hen she bu de ni men zou!! )': PI'08 When the 12th and 13th board were walking up the stage together, I felt as if the whole hall was exploding with cheers, and applauds. The feeling Ive gotten deep down that moment was really indescribable. I guess I would never find a word suitable to describe how I felt right at that moment, its more than any sense of accomplishment. I only know, at that point of time, no matter how much my foot was hurting in that pair of shoes, its all worth it. The planning of PI'08 really made me realised alot. Although the planning was quite a short one, schedules were so tight, we hardly have enough time to spend for our revision too. But to me that doesnt matter that much, because afterall, its all about the outcome and its really about how we cope. Although the first few days was really tiring, we cant even finish our homework, but as time passes, I think its the support that everyone is giving which gave us the energy to finish all work before we actually dropped dead. So seriously, thank you people:DDDDDDDDDDD And, the 12th board really rocks! Every single one of you!!! I dont think anyone can ever imagine how thankful I am for having such seniors here to guide us through everything. I guess we're more than fortunate to have such great leaders here with us, and whats more to me is, Im currently in the same board as my close friend. I do admit we have our ups and downs, quarrels and all, but I just felt blessed to have such a great friend here to help me along the journey. :D Not only Jessie, others in the board and people from my clique you people rock too:D I really miss times with clique. I'll try my best to spend more time with all of you okay :D Meanwhile, thank you so so much for all the support and all, I love you all:DDDDDDDDDD *** Been really emotional these days. I guess its due to stress and the new environment that I have to adapt to that is making me sob that much these days. Even the littlest things that Ive been experiencing each day can make me upset too. I think I really gotta pick myself up really soon, and Im sure I can too! With the support of everyone around me, I believe I can do it!!!! Thank you once more, people:D Im really grateful that all of you are here with me! :D (: 1 April 08 was a prettaye eventful day for me. I think I've never encounter that much good and bad things in just 7hours in school!! Was PI'08 yesterdayyyyyyyy! After such a long and tiring journey, the planning is finally over. I do love the planning, but I just love the feeling of accomplishment more. When I see the whole investiture going so smoothly, Im really touched, in fact its an indescribable feeling within me. Whats more, its not only with my own effort, but efforts of everybody else. People from the team - the 10 of us! The 12th board!!!!! ++2Emcees!! The sec2s and sec4s who've made the effort to come down for rehearsals, those ushers and escorts who've helped up and also Miss Koeeeeee~ Really glad that we've received so much help from the entire board. :D Without them I bet yesterday's investiture wouldnt have went that well manzxzx. Interclass debate was DDDDDDDD: Disappointing, but well, happy for Des for getting the best speaker:DD CONGRATS GIRL!! And guess what? I did something so :O that I think I'll be too embarrassed to blog about it manzxzx. :B I think besides those who've witnessed the incident, only Duz, Jess, Jack, Yongren and Gladys know about it manzxzx. D: I hope the 2 sec2s guys will just forget about what happened. LOL:P Asthma attack again. I guess it was due to stress? Well, I think its okay already since Ive gotten 2days of MC I think I should make good use of the time to give myself a break and meanwhile revise for tests that I'll be facing when Im back to school tmr / on Friday. OMG, Emaths and Chem ): JIAYOU CYNTHIA:D Okay, thats all about the happenings. :D Theres so much I wanna blog about, but I'll put it in another post okay:DDD |
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