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if you'd listen CYNTHIA, 03/03. 6/1'05, 2E4'07, 4E3'09, Orchestra, Digital Art, 13th Prefectorial Board. Motivation is: percussion(WDMF), ManUtd, ever-smiling pooh, fellow excos, fellow seeoh mates, clique, family, hktk. Happiness is: Percussion Grade5, End of O's, WMC. Despite the distance apart, it keeps leaving me needing you. |
a million reasons why its true,
Been long since Ive posted. Last week was again, an eventful one. However not as tiring as the one before last. Really hoping hard that Tues' event would be a success, and schools please reply? ):Oh, and Hanrui has gotten a new nickname :DDDD So many secrets to keep these days, but Im sure there'll be a significant time of the week / month / year that we'll all know what to do. (: Jiayou people, :D In least than 12hours' time BBCO will be up on stage performing our wonderful pieces:D Last performance with the secondary4s, ): Feeling immensely blessed with Nat being by my side through practices and practices, now that its gonna be the last time that we're playing pieces together, lets do it well okay(: We can do it! Anyway, haven't been talking to many since the start of the project. ): Dont worry okay friends, Im still the same old person like I am in the past okay! Im still giving all of you my support alrighttttttttt:DDD Sorethroat): I must get well by Tuesday because theres interclass debate!!! As the first oppo, Im going crazy trying the best way to phrase all my sentences. JIAYOU 3E3!! And as I was doing the slideshow last night, Jess and I had a fun time laughing at some really funnayeeeee pictures. LOL:P Alright, 9.01am, goodluck to all co members:D ESP TO PZT!! SOLOISTTTTTTTTTT~ JIAYOU and you know the whole orchestra is giving you our support all the way okok!! :D 1.43,
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDThis is the only way I can express my feelings for the time being:P And Thursday's practice will be the last official practice with the Sec4s! ): Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS!:DDDD Hope you'll have a very nice day with us and yes, PI will be a success(: Jiayou and 3e3 is here to give you support! :D AJA, (:
Im now watching soccer! Man Utd VS Liverpool! :DDDD GO MANUTDDDD!! :DI think doing researches for debate at this hour really isnt a very good choice though internet connection is good currently. I just cant think! And I think the interclass debate so gonna be crazayeeeeeee! Facing Jiazhe's team I think? All I can wish for now is for Jiazhe and Shreya to concentrate on the school team's motion:B Go people!!!! Thank you for being with me at this point of time when Im all crushed and beaten. You've given me the strength that Ive needed to carry on. You've proven to me, even though Ive lost my faith in everyone around me, you'll still be here to guide me through my darkest times. Thank you my friend, thank you for the littlest things you've said and done! :D Third goal! Brown, Ronaldo and Nani:DDDDDD Goodbye and goodnight people, Jiayou for the coming week!!!!! when we grow up and drift apart, ):
You have always been the someone in my life who gives me comfort. When the going gets tough, as it invariably does, I can count on you for a shoulder to cry on. You will lift me up when I fall, you will hold me in your arms as I cry and tell me everything's gonna be okay. I am thankful that Ive found you, but where are you now?I'm afraid I have to disappoint you again. ):
Finallayeeeeeeeeee Ive gotten time to blog! This week went like :O FASTTTTTT.Actually life has been rather colourless these days. Its all about waking up at 5am, reaching school at 6.50am, starting with the morning duties, lessons, remedials, meetings, home, homework, confirmation of details, sleeping at 12am. And for the past 3days Ive been doing this. The same thing Ive described up there, totally similarrrrrrrr! But Im so so glad people made my day interesting:DD And the morning duties just rock, (I think?) :B Its amazing that I am not reallayeeeeeee stressed up, yet mega TIREDDDDDDD! ): I need sleep:B I am just toooooo tired to embark on maths! ): Save meeeeee~ I am just glad its holiday tmr:DDDD Even after understanding that it is inevitable, I cant deny that I still feel crushed. ): But I guess Im going to be okay soon :D Jiayou CAIZ!:D Class photo itself was great! But there was this guy who was so so unreasonable!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH, thinking about him just makes me so so so annoyed! Drained, for now, I need sleep. Goodbye (: SMILE :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADERRRRRRR!:DDDDDDDDDDI miss you to the max manzxzzxz!!! May you have a reallaye joyous birthday with your friends and especially * that Fangting and I saw the other day yep:D Smile and Jiayou! You'll always have my support okokok!!! Loveyou(: Since theres still time, I shall post an entry here before I leave for school yeap:D First day of term2 was average I supposed? I bet it will be able to turn out better if I was able to sleep well on the night before school reopens. Oh yeah, miraculously, I aced my amaths paper. People, start believing in miracles! :B And during SeeOh, there was this bee who was reallayeeeeeee irritating, kept buzzing around like nobody's business, hor Joshua? :B Anyway, SeeOh's concert is coming, JIAYOU PEOPLE! And PZT! WO ZHI CHI NI:DDDD JIAYOU!!!!! I am going to say that again: I want to watch Leap Years~~~ D: Hoping for time during this weekend:D But I bet I wont be able to go, because weekends are just wayyyyyyyyy important for me to catch up with all the work now, or not I'll be doomed for F9s again during Sa1. D: Alrightayeeeeeee, this is gonna be a very very brief update, promise for more soon yeap(: Goodbye!! AND JIAYOU PEOPLE! :D JIIIIII-AHHHH-YO-UUUUUUU!
5hours in the library, 2hours devoted to SS, and 3hours stucked to 2books. I think that totally defeated the purpose of me going to the library to complete the holiday homework. Thought going to the lib alone would be able to complete more work, in the end I only managed to complete 1sbq and 1essay question, how unproductive! Zzz.Oh just got reminded of Cleo's most visited website - Google.com! :P And I think mine would be hotmail.com manzxzx. Cant really believe how often Im checking my mail these days. I hardly send any email on normal days actually and now I can send up to 3 mails a day! :O Anyway, jiayou people, understand that its stressing, but we gotta jiayou together! We are a team, so jiayou together okok:DDDD Anyway, the book I read this afternoon really made my heart ached so so much. So many being killed and copycats are still going around doing the same thing for the sake of becoming popular, some even do it just for fun. Isnt it ridiculous? I dont didnt believe copycats are everywhere around us before reading the book, but after reading it, Im finally convinced of what Ive been told about. You can never move on if you are still holding on. Time to go. Goodbye(: If only,
Please mean what you've said, and do what you've said you'll do. I do agree that words are powerful, but they'll be powerless if you dont mean them. Im sorry to say, but you've disappoint me to a sickening degree.SEEEEEEEE OHHHHHHHH:B
SEE OH ROCKS:D Okay, I think some people would just understand what Im talking about yah? :B Although all the shifting of instruments from See Oh room to the hall is ultra tiring, I still enjoyed today's session:D Reallaye gotta thank the guys for the help they've offered manzxzx :D And Natalie and my "thank you-s" worth 5bucks right Zizhen! Hahahahahahaha :BDespite how much passion Im having for See Oh, I think Shenlaoshi had given up on me. Felt so hurtful of all the things he said today D: I hope he can be more sensitive towards how I feel ): Awwwwwwwww, I know what Natalie is going to say already :P (ahyoh, B_ Y__ K_ ):) And, I think see oh people are really cool! Suggestions for co tee's colour: HOTPINK / PALE PINK / PURPLE :OO Thats the reason I love see oh and the people so much okay:D Rock on people! :B Anyway, Janice told me she'll be joining percussion for next year's SYF:D I-AM-SO :DDDDDD WHEEEEEEEEEE~ I loveeeeee JANICCCCCCCCE:B Oh yeahzxzx, went over to Cleo's place for Chi proj this morning. And found out Im really anti-climax kinda person D: Oh, and I think Im starting to enjoy times with my chi group manzxzx:D GREATTTTTTT:B I think Im craving for photoshop CS!!!!!!! OMT, Im deadddd~ I hope you never look back, but you never forget all of the ones who love you, in the place you left. I hope you always forgive and you never regret. But more than anything, my wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to. Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small. You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you; and wants the same things too. Oh and, I realised how immatured am I compared to others in my level. Ah, its really time for some self-reflection and GROW UP. And, I miss those times when I wait beside my phone and wake in the middle of the night to check my phone D: Oh kay, dont get it wrong, I only miss those times but not the person. Okay, I do miss buddaye, but not in that kinda way okayzxz. Buddaye rocks :B (It feels like the whole world is so making me happy now? :B) Okay, time to go off :B Goodbye and looking forward to tomorrow's meet :D Ha, tell me its untrue.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONGXIANG!:DDDDClassmate for 3months, co mate for 2years, prettaye nice person, remember to jiayou in all you do because y'know we'll give you the support kayzxzx:D And I will make sure I dont bring up * anymore okay:D (But Im unsure about Joshua and people:P) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JORDON!:DDDD Im really sorry I didnt wish you yesterday. Actually I am also unsure if your birthday is today or yesterday. I hope you dont mind okay!:D I bet you wouldnt mind:B you rock! Jiayou yep! Im sure 3e3 will be here to give you all our support! :D Ive decided to use this blogskin again, because I cant stand my blog being overly fanciful with multiple tone of colours that I have problem reading my own entries at times. Im not trying to say that the blogskin sucks, (in fact its reallaye gorgeous), the problem lies with me. I/c in the morning. And dad was laughing at the passport size photo I took in school ealier this year. I look reallayeeeeeeee spastic in the photo D: Okay, for once I admit I-am-a-little-spastic-looking. :P I love going to JE lib:D Ah, but didnt really know what I was writing on the foolscap today. Im really glad I took single humans. Cant really figure where did my passion for humans went to, I just dread doing geog and ss these days D: I think Im getting lazyyyyyyy ): I think my results were worst than disaster. Because people with overall of 70% said their results were total disaster. I cant imagine the reaction they'll have when they actually sees mine. ): Blahzxzx, oetuhaitulkyimo. (Just like this, my thoughts are in a mess, all jumbled up like :O. ): I dont think Im making any sense actuallayeeeeeeee. Zzz.) Tomorrow will be Co + Choir 's combine rehersal!! I am excited:D Jiayou people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:DDDDDDDDD Randomzxzx.
OH YEAH!FT AND I CAUGHT _ PEEPING ON _ TODAY! Okay, that may sound wrong, and I thought it was wrong too(at first), but to think about it again, its quite sweet yeah? :B But please dont hide behind the pillar okay, it dont look nice, and some others might just think you're some pervert peeping on girls in fbt shorts okay. :P you cant imagine how much Im missing you now,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXIN!:DDDDDDDDLove you my dear! Hei pi must always be hei pi okay! On this very special day of yours, I wanna let you know I'll always be here with you okay! GO KAI!:D I THINK I AM JUST GOING CRAZY BECAUSE MY COMPUTER TOTALLY SUCKS TO THE MAX OKAY! I always have the habit of typing my post in the notepad before saving it to blogger. But guess what happened today? While I was trying to finish my post in my notepad, the computer went blank. And the next thing that appeared in my eyes was "Going to sleep". Yes, my computer went to "sleep" even without me shutting it down. What a slacker! :/ Anyway, bad news aside. Ive gotten a new love:D Gonna leave my ex alone from now on. Thank you for having a hole such that all the coins will just drop into my bag and making me feel rich at the end of everyday :D Yes, I've finallayeeeee changed my wallet! It spells Crumpler: hoo-jah(M) on the label:D I am totallaye obsessed:X Oh and I influenced Jess and Ft to like the song - when you look me in the eyes! Cool rightttt:D Just admit it, Cynthia rocks:B You get in the biggest fights with the people you care about the most, because those are the relationships you’re willing to fight for. Alrightaye time to go(: Goodbye! (Be back soon. _ ____ ___ ):) to change or to replace,
Been longggggggg since Ive reply to tags. Im reallayeee sorry people! And because Ive haven't been replying to tags, Ive lose track of where Ive replied to. So, Im just gonna start replying from 1march okay:D Im reallayeee sorry readers!! D:From most recent: DESIREE!:D : you mean TONGKAT ALI CHOCOLATE???? Reply: I dont eat them okay!!! I didnt! I thought it was you and Sara? :O Dont deny kay. :P huiyun.: HELLO!happy holidays and relink,yaw!take care! Reply: Hello!!! Happy holidays too(: Relinked(: jiale: and another slacker! Reply: Wo na li you slack D: hahaha. Carmen: Hey! Still rmb mi? Hav u all recieve e cert? Feel free 2 tag my blog too! Reply: How can I ever forget about you! Nope, I think we'll get it soon bah(: Tagged:D syu: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA Reply: Thankyou my dear(: angela(:: you owe me 15-3 = 12 hits.LOL. Reply: Dont try to bully me! D: hahaha. vandana: belated happy birthday cynthia (: Reply: Thankyou Vandana:D nicole: happy birthdayyyyyyyyy love Reply: Thankyou dear! I love you(: angela(:: hey yo! 15 le hor, be more more mature.stop ela-ing.HAHAH. Reply: Lol, say the same thing as _ onezxzx. ELA ELA :D MABEL { e3 }: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! chill yeah (: Reply: Thank you Mabel!!:D DEB: hellos ! (: happy birthday ! takecares Reply: Hey(: Thank you(: SARA: HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BELOVED RHINO! Reply: Hello Rhino! Thank you, and happy birthday to you too:D JEKKAI: YO BDAY GIRL, STAY HAPPY! HAPPY BDAY! Reply: Thank you Jekkai! You too be happy:D limin: happy birthday (: heh ur cbox's my fav shade of greeeen ;D Reply: Thank you(: Heehee:B Nice right:P jiaying(passerby): happybdayxD Reply: Thank you so so much! Sihan: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE Reply: Thank you:DD tiffy: hello!! Happy advanced birthday!! Reply: Thankyou!:D kwangteng: thanks so so much, i love my locker mate! Reply: I love you too! Remember to be happy yeah:D !JINGHUI: Sorry,i mean advanced,hahaha.(: Reply: Mei went ti:D !JINGHUI: Hey!(: Happy belated!Hehe, Reply: Thank you:D SARA: hahaha! rhinoceros! Reply: Rhino - s of the world unite!:D Celine: what's wrong?:/ Reply: I cant remember what happened:P Sorry!! meijuan: u went kukup? if u going there by bus, u will passby my hometown which is PONTIAN haha, abit crap xD Reply: Yep, I went with the school for the humans trip. Haha, I was sleeping all the bus ride, so I didnt really pay attention of where I was. Sorry! WANYEE.: hi (: what's the font for "with you, there's nothing to be afraid of"? can tell me? thanks! Reply: Hey:D Its Kc cool, I think? Something like that yeah(: Np yozxzx:D *** Finallaye done:D Today's co session simply rocks:D Laughed like :O when Shenlaoshi sang that part of the song to Natalie. LOL. Cant help but laugh whenever I thought of it. :P And! Natalie! I promise I'll not report late on Thursday yep:D Heehee:B Oh, our timpanis are clean now:DD Wheeeeee~ I think I am excited for Thursday's rehersal? :D I hope nothing goes wrong on that day! JIAYOU PEOPLE:D Oh and Natalie! "LOVE ME, THATS ALL I ASK OF YOU~" Remember??? :P Tomorrow my lovely will turn 15 too:D Yay, :D I think March is really a beautiful month with many people growing I wanna watch Leap Years! Anyone? :D I am currently in love with so many songs! The number one in the list will be: When you look me in the eyes by Jonas Brothers! :DDDDDDDD I have no idea why but Im looking forward to ______ ___ again. :D Ah, there'll be chem extra lesson tomorrow D: As early as 8am in the morning! ): Wish me luck, and jiayou 3e3!:D double vision!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!:DDDDHello Rhino! Just to clarify, I dont eat _ _ chocolates, and I've never eaten any before!! Haha, anyway, happy 15 and 3e3 loves you :D heehee:B My lens cracked. So Im now using my old spects with multiples scratches and I cant really see "properly". But its okay, I rather have blur vision than being blind. :P Im finally done with all of my lian bi:D But theres still 2 chinese books to read before holiday ends. D: I am so sick of chinese!!! ): Cant really imagine how today's co practice will turn out to be with me stoning so much today. D: I think im really leading a boring life manzxz D: When everybodys out having fun on this March holiday, I am either home trying to finish up all the holiday assignments issued by Making sense? Or not? Alright, time to go(: have faith!
New skin:DIve been loving the livej style skins for quite some time, and now theres another that I came across, how can I ever miss the chance of changing it? :D Was talking to Jared and this Zilian - Yuhui in msn, and realised Im really W-O-L-S in typing. And not only slow, but with so many typos too. How embarrassing. D: Unlike yesterday, today is so not a productive day. I did 0 homework D: Co tomorrow, I hope its gonna be just fine. Im not gonna wish for not getting any scoldings from conductor at all, because Im very very sure I'll get it. ): Oh and, going to ahma's house is all about growing fat, stoning and getting irritated by people who practices selective hearing. ): Alright, time to go off to finish up my lian bi. ): Goodbye! :D 42 of us, together as a whole.
Seeing how united my junior's class is really makes me jealous? I really miss 2E4'07! All the time we've had together, I really want them back. )':11th? Smile always(:
You step closer as each day passes away, so close that I can't see what's going on.We saw countless people carrying the same crumpler as me today! D: And mostly were guys )))): Well, its okay, this shows Ive got style. :P I/C on Wednesday:D Sometimes I just feel human beings are ever so contradicting. That includes myself. Its getting harder to trust anyone as time goes by. ): And the obnoxious truth will always be me trusting the wrong people, getting myself all depressed. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. when we no longer have each other,
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It finallaye here. Like FINALLAYEEEEEEEE a break from ever-boring lessons. Sad but true, this holiday is still gonna be busy for me ): I think the only good thing about short holidays for me will be sleeping till 11am in the morning=x Ah, I think I'll be dead this time round. Really D-E-A-D that kind of thing because Ive flunked amaths and physics like omt for this term. D: And I think my dad will just slaughter me sometime this week. zzz ): Life has been rather monotonous? Ah, been busy catching up with work, especially for chem and amaths, my weakest subjects. And results were disappointing, with 0 A1 this time. and with E8, F9 and many C5s ): But its partly my fault too, but stoning so much in class. So, to atone for my mistakes, I shall study and catch up with the class' pace during the holidays!!! Go Caiz!!! I wanna get myself a tablet, a t-a-b-l-e-t!!!! Thats a must! :D Dont think Ive ever mention that I am loving my class more and more? Hmmm, I think 3e3 is getting really fun! Especially with cliff's imitation of _ and _ and Hj's Your-M-D ah! And everyone in the class is just so :DDDD Go 3e3! We'll not fail our common tests / quizzzz okay! :D hahaha! Sometimes its hard to believe that we've actually lost it all at a single cast. We've been through so much, yet theres nothing we can do to salvage it. ): And I am feeling so crushed (&random) !): Anyway, CONGRATS BB DEBATE TEAM:D You guys did it again(: Haven't been providing very much researches for the team this time round, I am very much sorry, and I will work harder for the next round yeap:D X-country is all about people wearing their legs off? LOL:x But all was fun despite the fact that Ft and I were all along standing/squarting under the merciless hot sun taking photos of the runners, and getting attitude from someone all because of me saying "OMG! GZY you're so fast. Go go!". Like wth, its really ridiculous when teachers practice biasness to such horrfying extend. Or is it that its just plain venting of anger? I have no idea. Okay, time flies. Its eleven! Goodnight people, and once again, GREAT JOB BB DEABTE TEAM:DDD once again, you and I?
:D Hello readers, I am officially fifteen and I've decided to take SOME people's advice to grow up and be mature okay! :DAlright, 2 in the morning, I am now giving myself a break from the research Ive been working on for the past 2hours. Some might think that I am crazy thinking to keep myself awake to such hour just to finish my research. But no, Im not that hardworking, I am doing this because I am feeling guilty of not really contributing much to the team for this super tough and confisuing motion. So, I am not working hard, trying to research for some statistics at least(: And, I just woke up at around twelve after 3hours of nap(: Kukup trip? Not much to commend about, just okay. But the scenaries rock:D Anyway, 3march08 was really a beautiful day spent with everybody I love. I thank all of you for those on-the-dot smses, well wishes, presents, effort put into for the preparation of everything(: Special thanks to all of you for having the thoughts to get me something or even keeping yourself awake til twelve in the morning just to send me a short and sweet sms. Really thank you(: From the the smallest to the biggest things, I thank all of you for making my day(: *thank you making my day(: I just hope the day when we're once again sure and definate of how we feel will come soon, (: I cant wait for March holidays to arrive despite the fact that we might still be going back for some extra lesson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I am sure I am loving my class, (: responsible / irresponsible ?
May I ask whether teachers' responsiblity is to:
Are these what teachers are trained to be? No offence but I really think that some teachers have this strange and wrong mentality of: When students are kept busy and stressed with million piles of homework and projects, they are learning. However, I beg to differ. Although humans normally produce better results under stress, implying stress on us on purpose is ridiculous and apparently not working. I am currently going bonkers D: forget yesterday,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SYU:DDDDDDDDDDSyu! I miss our craps so much can! The times when we would use each others' calculator during maths, when the four of us were still sitting together, when we were still so close. ): Ah, anyway, hope you've spent your special day with your love ones and had had great fun yeap(: Ily(: Kukup trip was all about taking rides from destination to destination, falling asleep in between. The trip wasnt a very fabulous one, nevertheless I did enjoy myself with people around me(: Many new discovery of things, especially the liquid silver which was 120degree celsius. Sheesh. Got home and slept. Jie bought me a new western lawn which totallaye rocks! Love it to the max:D I love you, Jie! However, its weird that Im not excited for Monday. I thought bds is getting more and more useless as we grow older. The excitement we have in us lessen each year as we are geting busier too. No idea why either. Maybe its the side effect of having too much homework everyday =x Haha, I screwed in the impromtu speech thing. :p Surviving this is a challenge. If nobody is willing to do something to salvage this I think my faith is running out soon too. Taking initiatives no longer work, acting retarded, making a fool out of myself is no longer working because others have better ways. SO I guess that proves how different am I from them over there. Chinese chinese chinese presentation): Physics file): Amaths tests): Spell doomed: C-Y-N-T-H-I-A. And please forget what you've said. Because Im leaving yesterday, looking forward to the start of a brand new day. (: leap year.
Initially wanted to blog about "responsible teachers" however my mood was spoilt after going to the shop and seeing awful colours crumpler making me not able to buy it today D: And also after reading some things, my mood is really crap now ):Kukup tomorrow. Die on Sunday. 15 on Monday. Not in the mood. But before I end off, a general question to ask: How would you define a strong and everlasting f/s? And how would you keep it? Ah, plain disppointment ): and it hurts me alot )): |
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